August 2018 - So many things happened while working on rest and recovery from the loss of my pops but the defining event of August was our only kid started high school. We've poured our all into him and are so very proud.
It seems like just a year or two ago when he was starting kindergarten (also pictured here). Now, he's preparing for college.
The entire month of August was so exciting for our family, especially Chance, but there were bittersweet moments when I felt the pangs of guilt from being on the other side of the world so often over last year helping to support my Dad 'til the end.
It was hard to be away from my boys like that, unbearable at times. Of course, I know my having to be gone offered Chance an opportunity to step up and help out his Dad. It also gave them precious time to do men stuff together, just the two of them after I've enjoyed so many of those moments with our kid over the years when Jon couldn't be there. So, I try to give myself a break and know it was their turn, and just in time when I needed to be away.
Sometimes letting go and saying I can't do it all is the best thing a momma can do. While my heart sometimes wishes different, I know it's all part of growing up, and timing is everything, and our kid is doing better than fine for it. He even graduated to a 125 bike while I was on one of my trips, and that's just the kind of men's business I'm talking about--and trust me--I'm good to stay away from the track and wait for the highlight reel instead! It's just better that way for this mom, and I'm sure for my boys too.
Thanks, @chancedore, for giving me the time I needed. I hope it felt good to be trusted that much. You deserved it then and still do everyday. Your Dad
@jonpauldore and I are so stoked to be your parents and have no doubt you'll keep soaring higher in life with every jump you fearlessly take.
